kAth’s BloGs

I know there’s no such thing as coincidence pero bakit tuwing nagsasaya ako may kinukuha na lang saken. Parang feeling ko bawal ako magsaya masiyado.

Last month ung Lola q.Ngaun ung isa ko pang lola and parehas siyang biglaan  so paseniya kung hindi na aq nakapagpaalam sa mga kasama ko nung Comm based con. Bigla aq umalis.

At this very moment, i feel nothing but sadness. Minsan na-que-question q si God. Ewan q b kung prang nanadya na lang. I know mali na i-question q xa and I’m so sorry for that.Pero i really can’t help it.  I know na may plans xa and will niya to. Pero di naman siguro masama na malungkot aq. Un nga lang di p aq tapos mag-grieve sa isa meron n nmn.  death is normal and lahat tayo pupunta sa time n yun may nauuna lang saten and in my case nauna lang ang mga lola q saken. But still diba painful pa rin kapag may death sa family.

Sana makapag-grieve aq as fast as i can. Para naman matuloy q na ung mga dapat kong gawin and makapag-move on na rin. Parang tumigil ung oras ngaun summer. Super unusual talaga. But somehow I’m thankful kasi nataon kung kelan bakasyon may time para pumunta sa funeral. Ewan q kung pano na lang ako kung may pasok baka di ko sila masyado masilip.

One more thing na miss ko din mga relatives ko sa side ni daddy di ko na rin sila nakakasama masyado simula nung lumipat kami sa Cavite. Sana hindi lang kapag may namamatay kami magkita-kita.

It’s my lola’s bday yesterday (dahil past 12 na kaya yesterday na), and dapat last day pa siya i-cremate but due to insisted public demands (huh? me gnun.lol) na-cremate siya sa mismong bday niya. Of course i’ll miss her and I know someday magkikita naman kami ulet so See ya’ na lang sa mga lolas ko!.

Once again……

Once more…….

Happy trip lola

( chix na chix c lola.)

see you someday my beloved ghost

    So at this very moment i feel bored even though I’m doing something important for my mom. I’m typing her project for her masters degree. You see where in the earth will you find a daughter that will do project for her mom.hahaha.. I’m too rare. My mom doesn’t have enough time to do her projects so here i am doing some kabutihan for my mom so that she’ll allow me to have some gala for this following week. Like what Ive said in the title i do wanna have some fun. I wanna go out in this house or dungeon, yes you read that right, a dungeon. I call our house a dungeon, even though it doesn’t look like a dungeon but i feel trapped inside here for centuries like in a dungeon. i wanna go to SM Dasma tomorrow for the mall tour of Sandwich. I wanna see mong again. Gosh I"m so addicted to him na.But i have to control this obsession. The only money left in my wallet is 200 pesos. San nmn makakarating un db? How can i buy the latest album of Sandwich if it costs about 300php. I’ll just forget about it, I’ll buy that next time.I have a lot of plans this summer. i wanna go to the beach,spend my vacation with my family and friends. i wanna go to different gigs of my favorite bands.But there are so many barriers for me to do these things.

    * 1st i don’t have allowance for summer, my only hope of having money is the salary that I’m getting from my mom by doing this little typing job.
    * 2nd my parents won’t allow me to go to gigs. they say that I’m too young to have nightlife, although they allowed me to attend the CVCS summer party. That was the first time i attended a gig in a bar and that was so amazing and unforgettable.
    * and lastly there are so many conflict with the schedule of my friends and so as my parents. My friends have different lakads to go to.While my parents don’t have enough time for having a vacation because of their job.

Kita niyo na..ang dami talagang hadlang…grrrrr..
I’m looking forward para sa Youth for Christ camp. I hope It’ll be fun. It’s a nice way of spending my summer vacation, I’ll have a chance again to be closer to GOD. Maybe, by this i’ll have a chance to forget the problems i am facing right now.
OK this kwento is enough, i have to continue working for my mom’s project so that I’ll have money for this camp..so long guys..muah

                                                                                        ++kath++

hAAy..super sya to the highest level ang araw n toh..khit OA s pgkakamurder ng aking pAa ngaun.. aCtually bday ni jazz ngaun.. ngkita kita ang iodine khit d kumpleto dmi nmn sumama.. kkmisz ang iodine barkada.. lalo n xempre c jazz.. haay.. sobrang tgal q nghintay ahh.. 4 ang usapan 6 n cla dumating..pro okz lng un..sulit ang pghhntay.. aun so msya nga ngpunta kmi s puntod ni jazz.haay.. kkmisz tlgah..syang tlgah xa.. syang din kxe dpat s la sale din magaaral c jazz if ever n nd2 p xa s eArth,, bumili kmi ng flowers,, s 22o lng 7 lng kming nagambag,,mga hayup!! pro it’s the thought that counts nmn.. mejo azzaar din kxe ung iba pgktpoz nmin hntyin nauna nmn c sementeryo..aun hahA!! pgkdting nmin dun..may padasal n..khit meji nakakaantok..go go go p rin ang mga punyemas,,after nung npkhabang padasal aun lafang n kmi..take note s sementeryo p din toh ngyyri..haha.. mejo gv n rin nun..hbng nkain ngkwen2han kmi s mga buhay2 nmin ngaun..haay d q matanggap n d n kmi mgkksma s isang rum..haay.prang dti lng lgi kmi mgkksma.. sya ng kwen2han portion nmin..hbang nkain s damuhan..haha.kkmisz tlgah..sna kmi2 p rin..pro d nmn pde un..tska msya din nmn ngaun,,pro still dming pagkakaiba ng h.s. s college.. hOOo.. kinompare nmin ang mga ngyyri smen s ngyri noon.sobrang iba n tlgah.. kya nmn aq msya dhil ngkroon ng time ang iodine pra s isang event n k2lad nito..khit super busy n ang lhat s studies??hoo bc nga b?? well.. cguro nmn d n k2lad dti ang mga gngwa nmin ngaun.mejo bumabait n kmi..wish q lng..whahaha.. after s angelus punta kmi s hauz nila jazz.. d best part of all.. sumakay kmi s pick up ng iodine..haay imagine 16 kmi n nkskay s likod..kulang p un ahh.kxe umuwi n ung iba.syang d nksma ung iba..d best day toh dis wik..grbe super unforgetable..nkk2wa kxeng mlaman n khit mgkkhiwlay n kmi ng skul we still have a time 4 each other..d best tlgah!! sna nxt wik n pgssma sma ulit mas msya at mas madami kmi.. haay..sobrang ingay nmin s kalsada nakaw pansin.papansin tlgah kmi.. yun un!!taz bumaba n kmi s hauz nila jazz,.ung iba umuwi n.pro kming ng d.a.m.n. nanatili p s hauz nila jazz..pinanood lng nmin ung gnwang video ni jenna about s iodine at s damn gurLsz.haay.. kakaiyak n nkktouch n nkktuwa.. mixed emotions..hooo. as i watch that video sobrang pgrerecall n ang gnwa q,,as in.lhat ng pngyyri s iodine ngflashback.. sobrang misz q n ca khit 10 months lng kmi n ngk sama2.. pro i know 1 hafi big porn iodine family tlgah kmi..hehe.tlgahng porn??d nmn mxado..npg3pan lng twagin nmin kmi n gnun..haay. kkmisz c jazz..nlulungkot p din aq pg nkkta q c tita n d p rin tanggap ang lhat.. sobrang png hhnyang tlgah kmi lhat ky jazz.. we just wish n sna ksma p xa s mga kasayahang k2lad nito..after s hauz nila jazz..dretso kmi ni sha and jenna s jollibee..aun kumain lng kmi dun.hnintay q n din c mudra.. 10 n aq nkauwi..haay.. kkmisz tlgah!! nxt wik ulit my pagsasama sama ulit!! i’m so excited..pro xempre tpusij q muna ass q.. haha.. bukas pla pupunta cla jenna s hauz q.. sya n nmn nito!!! haay.. swiming sna nxt wik!! hOO!!adek kxe kmi!! if ever n nbbsa nio toh iodine!! i just ol of u to know n misz n misz n misz q n kau!! tska halabview beri much!! la p rin sna klimutan khit lumipas pah ang mga taon!! yngatz s lhat!! guDluCk s sTudies nTin!!! mgbago n taU!! iwasan ang pggng tamad mga normal pipsz.. muahkkzzz!!!!

dagdAg Q lngsyang wlang camera syang ng pagkakataon un sya sna nun oh!!gandang experience..whaa..

-^kAth^_

hAaY.. grbe tong araw n toH!! i’m so hApi tlGAh.. well.aNg get 2geder nG xenon! supEr sya..

although d kmi gnun kDmi still.ng enjoy tlgah kmi..wla nmng kming ginAwa kundi maGchizmiZan..nagasAran..@ lumamamon..haha..aSidE from that..nanood kmi nG sAw 3..pro d nmin tinapos..haha..kumain n lng kmi ng eVer faVoriTe n hilaw n mangga..courtesy of ynah..slamat din s pgbblat nG maNgga ni zhaRnec!whaa..tae k zhaRneC!if ever n nbbsa moh toh!grbe k!haha,,aFter ng tambayAn kilA ynAh.pnTa nmn nG sm..how i wish lGi kming gnun khit nSa colleGe pah..kht wla ng pamasahe nkkgwa pah ng paRaan..whaa..123 b itoh?? jowk d nmin gawain un..haha.

kkmiSz xenon barkaDa..lalo n ung 4 pm dAys n tambayan ever s likod ng clinic..lang dAys n lng college n kMi.and c daryl colleGe n tLgAh..hAAy.. so sAyang kXe d xa nkSma..dmi din d nkpunta,,namely lee,jes.jAde,danmark,eDward.nhissi,anna,aika,leizl,apol,manelle..@ marim png iBa..hAAy.

i just wish n kumpleto kMi..sna khit once mkumpleto nmn kmi..pra mas msyA.. i just worry n bka d n nmin mGwa un pg college..4 xure busy n anG lAhaT,,well lam q nmn mgkakaron pah ng maS marami png reunion ang xenon.. XENON Pah! ehh d best toh..wAg magselos damn.luv q din kau..hAay.. srap ksma xenon! frieNdz 4 ever tlGah..lam qonG d taU mGkklimUtAn tAu paH! eHh kHit lagi taUng nGKAkaAsaran d p rin ntitinag samahan ntin..whahaha.. mGa chi..luv n luv q kau.. xenon means a lot to me..grbe.kung wla kau d aq gni2 ksya..lam qong kulang ang highskul days.pro worth it nmn un kxe nkilala q kau……bztah just wait pra s susunod png galaan..every month kita2 tau..khit every wik..taz swiming tau s sembreak..bztah sure un..pls be there guyz..

d2 lng aq olweiz if u hav problems..haha.ngkkro b tau ng prob??haha..mern din nmn.. hehe..

misz u ol mGa chi!

i’LL be loving xenon 4ever..

-kaTh-

pRa kElAn lNG pumAsoK aQ d2 nG wlAng
kila2 kunDi aNg pinSAn q..hAnGganG s
nAgkAroon aq ng friendz.. n sObrAng
BAit..
nPuNtA aQ s sEctiOn nuNg 2nd yr n
2-Xenon.. n hAnggAng nGaun Ay soliD
pRin..@ sTill mGkkSmA pRin..nunG 3rD
yr.. s treZ_calcium nMan n soBrAng sya
nG bonDing tymz.. khit tinatakwil kMi
nG adviSer nMIn..@ kHit wLanG uMoRdeR
nG clAss piCtuRE..at lEast hApi kMi
2geder..@ nGaunG 4th yR.. n soBraNg
memoRAblE..kHit mAy mGA nAkAaway
Aq..nAgkAayOs din nmAn..@ kHit akalA q
nunG unA n hinDi naH mGkksuNdo aNG
giRlS & boYs..pEro nGaun 1 faMilY n
tlGah kmi..nGaunG 4th yr din kMi
nMataYan nG 1 klasm8 & friENd..kHit d
q cloSE lHaT ng nGinG klASms q..
mAmimiZ q pRin kAu lHAt..pti uNg mGa
nkSMa q c yEllow minotAuRs @ piNk
waRrioRs n sobRAnG ncyAhan aQ s
pRaktis tYms..mAmimiz q kau.. nKaRoon
Aq nG mGa bgOng friEnds dHil d2..

Dmi qonG mAmimiZ s ii..

unG mGa eVents s skul n supEr
un4getable..uNg spoRtsfEst tAon2..
uNg foUnDAtiOn DAy day n nGbbgAy
sunBuRn xkEn..uNg mGa kLasrUms n nGing
pARt n nG buHAy q..uNg mGa uPuAn n
iNuupUaN q.. uNg cr n pinAgtAtaguAn
nmIn nG xenOn nuNg 2nd yr kpAG njAn n
c mAtet!! hAay..mAmimiZ q unG tYmz n
un.. pTi uNG tAmBayAn nMin ng xenon
nUng 3rd yr s liKoD nG cliniC..
uNg mGa pRakTiS nG flAgdanCE nunG 3Rd
yr..khIt gv n uMuuWi anG syA p
din..uNg muSiC @ stEps n nGinG
fAVoRiTe nG caLciUm.. laLo n nuNg
mercHanT daYs nA soBrnG nJoy..
kHit mAy nAhimAtay..nJoy p din..
uNg pRaktiS diN nG flAgDAnCE nGAUnG
4th yr.. n nAuWi lNG s pAgsusuot nG
bAhag..nA 1 mAlAkiNg kHi2yAn..d q rin
mkklimuTan nUng d pumAsoK Ang bUonG
ioDinE pRa mgPraKtis lng..pTi unG mGa
pAgiinGAy ntin..hAAy guYs,,kakaiBa
tlGAh tAu..
un4GetAblE diN ung mGA pAgtAmBAy nTin
nuNG lAmAY ni jAzz,. nAgkAron tAu nG
boNding..

unG mGA teAchErs n nGinG pARt n diN nG
buHAy nTin..uNg mGa nKKbwiSiT n
pRoJeCtS n pNpgWa nilA sTEn..uNg mGA
suRpRiSe quiZes n binigAy sa atin..

Haay..dMinG evEnTs s skul s supEr
memoRablE lHAt..
hAay.. anG sya tlgAh.. lalo n nunG gSp
camping..@ retreAt nA soBraNG biTin..
pTi n rin nuNg pRom..HaaY..nKkmiZ
tgAh.. mAniniBagO lHat taU s
coLlege..bWal n aNg tatamad2..

xEnon!!
tnx s lhat..mamimiz q ung pagtamBay
kilA
daryl!! pTi ung mga gala nTin!

tReZ_calcium!!
tnx poh s lhat.. khit d n tau ngkksma
lgi.. @ khit d tau makumpleto s swiming
@ reunion.. mamimiz q kau..sobra..tnX s
mGa bondinG tyMz ntin..

por ioDine!!
xAlaMat s mGA trio nio!!tnX s mGA
kcyahan @ barahAn..pTi n rin unG
kagaguhan @ katarantaduhaN n
pinAgsaluHan nTin..mGa aDik kAu!!
hAyuP kAu!! mamimiX q kau..

s HB. kEpYhAz guRlSz @ hiGit s lhAt s
D.A.M.n.!! xlamat s nabuong tropa..tnX
s
mGA gala ntin s tom’s world..s
pagtambay
ntin kila kc,@ s pambubulaBog s bhay
q!!
tNx s mgA memoriEs n iniWan nio
xken..nkklunGkot tlgah,,
mgkkhiwahiwalay
tau..pero lam qong d d2 mttpoz unG
frienDshiP ntin..jEnna tnX s mgA
panlilibre moh..zharnEc tnX s 3 tAon
nTinG pinAgsAmaHn..KhiT lAm qonG
nkksawa
nAhdHil 3 yrs n tau magkaklasE..hEhe..
mamimiz kita..
guyZz..guDluCk s colleGe.. maGArAl n
taU
ng maButi..iWasaN n ung pgginG tmAd
aHH, mamimiz q kau..

SnA kontakan pah rin ahh..khit d na tau
ngkkta..

pRa s lHat!!

Well guYz..tNx s lHAt ahh..tNx dHil
nGinG pARt kAu nG hiGhskul lyF q..
tnX dhil nGkArooN aQ nG friEnDs &
skulM8s n kGya nio..

i wiLL rEally tReasUre eVery sinGlE
memorY n iniWan nio xkEn..d q kau
mkklimutAn sna gnun diN kau!!

congRats s lhat.. finally ntpoz n
pghi2rap ntin.. be ready kxe mas
matindiNg challenGes anG hhrap stin s
college.. hAay.. mni2bago aq.. wla nG
klase..mamimiz q kau lhat..

hehe..

poRn ioDinE!!

tinDi ntin.. wla tlgang umiyak..hehe..
pero d nman ibig svhin non n d ntin
mamimiz anG isa’t isa.. yaw lng ntin
ng mdrama..hehe..tnX s mga nGbgay ng
remembrance.. tska s mga d q p nbbgyan
s kuhaan nG card pramiZ..hAay..
mamimiz q kau mGa normal pippzz.. sya
nman knina ehh.. kxE ngkbonding2 tau 4
d last tym..

s trez_calcium

d q kau lhAt nkitA knina.. syanG..

peRo congrats ahh.. unG swiming ntin
kelan b tlgah..

s chiNon..

nkakataMpo kau mga chi.. d nio q
hinintay..ngpictuRan kau..hinahanap q
kau ehh.. kAasar tlgAh..hMf.. d 2loy
kumpleto araw q.. last day p nman.. s
kuhAan nG cARd aHH..!! family pic
ntin.. miz q n kau mGa hayup kau!!

tO ol my co-graduates!!

hapi grAduatiOn.. conGrAts s lhAt.

mamimiZ q kau lhat..

lAlo n AnG ii!!

mamimiZ q kau lhAt..

guDluCk s cOlleGE lYf..

pls. kip in toUch..
wlAng kAlimuTAn ahh..
HAlaBviEW OL..

kAthleen carlos now signing off..

..nGauN lnG aQ nGkaron nG tyM pRA mGsuLat nG blOg 2ngkol s retreat..anywAys…lAst mArCh 13-15.. nGreTreAt kMe.. hAay sYa nOn.. kHit soBrAng nAbore kMi s mGa sessiOnS s sessiOn rOOm nung una..aT hiWalAy AnG boYs s giRls..maY bAkoD pAH..aUs lNg nmAn anG exPeriEnCe.. nUng 1sT dAy..xoBrAnG exciTed diN kMi..unA nmiNg gnWA unG pAgta2yO nG tEnt.. d n kMi nHirApAn kXe 2nd tYm n nMin n magCa2mpinG s dimAs..tPoS ngKrOn diN nG intErmiSsioN nA aCtiOn sOng..nunG 1st Day d pAH pRoviDEd nG sKul uNg luNch & dinnER..kAlA q luNcH lNg..BuTi n lNG mAy dLa aQonG tunA.. aNg fAvoRiTe nMen ni jEnna..un uNg dinner nmin.. sobrAng Dmi din ng sesioNs s session room non.,. nkktmad &nkkpgod.. dming activities.. pero naiintindihaN q nMan uNg iBa..kSmA nMin s sessioN rOom uNg rAdon tSkA uNg flouRinE..kYa mGkSmA priN kMi ni muYe..nGkARon diN nG gruopiNgs..pERO d Q nMAn cnunOd uNg gruopiNGs.. nkareLatE nMan aQ duN s mGa pinAgsasasavi nuNG fAciliTatOr..ngdiNner Kmi nG sBay2..nKk2Wa,, nAgkAroon kMi nG boNdiNG tYm..kSmA pAh uNg iBaNg bOYs..sBay2 kMi kUmAeN..aFter nMin mGdinneR mEroN pAnG fiLm viEwiNG..grAbE un sobRAng nkktMad.. aNG lAmig2 pAh..nilAgnAt p aq..pErO nLIGo pAh kMi nuNg gv… sOrbRanG hRap mliGO doN..d 2lAD nuNg girlS scOut..ocupado nMen lHat nG cr..l8 n Rin kMi nK2loG nOn..mga 2:00 nAh..tPoZ mY gumiSiNg p SmEn nUng mGa 4:00..ePAl lNG tlGah..un..mGa 5:00 luMabAs aQ nG tEnT..tPoz guMalA munA kMi ni Kc..mDmiNg d n2lOg nUng 1St nYt..nUnG 2Nd dAy..nGsTart unG actiVitiEs s pRayer n mAy hAloNg sYaw..sAn k pAh..kHit nTtWq kMi hBanG gnGwA nMin un..gnwA pRin nmin..tSkA tlGAnG mAiniT nuNg tyM n un..tPoS nUn tYm 4 breAkFAst nAH..seCtiOn nMen aNg huLinG nBgYAn nG pAgkAin..kAasaR tlGah..2 SmEn d nBgyaN nG pAgkAin.. d p dAw kXE bYad..sNa kHit d cLa byAD biNiGyAn clA..nG-hunGer striKe p 2loY unG iSA..hehe..pGkAtApoS mgbREakFAst..Blik n nMan kMi s sessioN room..tlGaNg nkkpGOd un.. aKyAT baba kXe..tPoS sAglit lNg uNg brEak..thiS tYm nGkAroN uliT nG gruPinGs..pEro by tRopAh naH..kYa d q n kgrUpo cLa muye.. ung damn n kgrup q..tska c sam..kPAg hApOn nA..mAiniT tLgAh..pAg wAlA kMinG mGWa..nAgpA2tUrO n lNG aQ mGgtRa..tpOs Gv..nAgKaRoon nG mass.. aNg sYa nIto..nKiNig tlGah aQ kY fAthEr s mGa seRmoN niA..nkkRelAtE aQ..eWan q lNg s iBa..n22wA aq nUng tYm n un,,KXe mgka2tAbi kMi nG mGa klAsM8s q..tSkA nuNg aMa namin nAh..guMawA kMi nG mAlAkIng cirClE lHat..as in lHat..lHat nG mGa pArtiCipAntS @ faciliTatOrs,,tPos nuNg pEaCE bE w/ yoU din..lHat nGpEaCe..hEhe..sRap nuNg fiLiNgkPAg wlA kNG kAawAy..aFtEr nuNg mAss..diNner n uLeT..nKapabiLog pRin Kmi kuMaeN..tPoS nUn nGshoWer n kMi..aNg sYa tlGah..kUng anu2 gnWa nMen..kHit nHiRapaN kMi s pAgha2nAp nG cR na pWedeNg pAgliGUAn..nAuWi kMi duN s cr n wLaNG piNto..gLinG nMen..nKliGo kMi s cr n wLaNg piNto..pAgkATaPoz nUn..kAlA nMin pWede nG m2log..un pLaq mAy aCtiVity pAh..pinAakyAT p Kmi s rooFtOp..cnErmoNan kMi don..Ang gu2lO dAw kXe nMen..tHat tym anTok nA antok n tlGah Aq..pEro mAy actiViTy pAh..gumAwa nG roSArY unG mGa rePreSenTAtivEs nG bWat secTion..gRabE..nakakatAmAd un.. wLa nMan kMinG gngAwa d p kMi pinA2loG..mGa pAst 12 n Kmi pinA2log..tHe nExt Day..lASt Day n..l8 n kMi lHat guMisinG..7 n Ata..nGroSarY kMe..lhAt kMe..mEjo tnMad diN aq nUn..tPos nkakita p kmi ni Kc nG 100 pesos..dpaT ku2nin n nMin.. peRo bnigAy n lNg nMin kAy siR bob..aftEr nUng roSary..nAgpalipaD nG bAloonS n mAy sHapE n rOSary..nuNg mGa oRAs n un..nAalala q c jazz.. nAaalala q nunG libiNg niA..nGplipad din kmi nG loBo non..tpoZ nun.. ngBreAkfAst n kMi..tPoZ..blik session room..thiS tyM serYosoHan nah..pEro mEjo nttWa prin kmi..nGkAron kmi ng silence..prA mkpgnilayniLay..tHat tYm..ngPrAy kMi..unG iBa..d cniserYoso..piNagPray q tLgAh lHat NG guZ2 qonG ipAgpRay..tpoz pinababa uli kMi pRa mgbrEak..tPos nuNg lASt n sessiOn n aTa..nagkaron kmi nG tym pRa mging open s isat-isa..ngsorry kmi..ngthank you.. @ nagsvHan nG i nEed you..pRA xKen e2 uNg 1 s mAganDanG pARt nuNg rEtreAt..lhat kmi ngsalita..khit d buo ung section nmin nunG tyM n Yon..nfil q unG sincerity nG bWat 1..may 2 nga lng n d umatend nung tym n yon.. syang., paimportante tlgAh.. may guz2 p nman aqong svhin dun s isa..naiYak tLgAh AqnunG tYm  n un,,nGsOri xken unG hb.. Xempre nPtWad q n cLa..pero mHrap tlGang klimuTan unG ginAwa nilA xken pero as of now.. mAayos n kmi..ngthankyou din aq s por iodine s lhat ng ginawa niLa xKen..that tym aNg sYa q,, peRo umiiyak aq.. d maintindiHan unG filing,,. after non.. lunch tym… mli2go n kmi noN actuAlly nAli2go n kmi.. kYa lnG bgLang nwAlan nG tuBiG s cr..bAd3p tlGAh.. no choicE kming 3 nila sharlyn.. d n nmin tinuloy anG pali2go..umAkyAt n lnG kmi uli s session room,tpos bumaba ule prA iliGpit n unG mga tEnt @ gaMit nMEn..tPos nUn nliGo n uLi kMe.. hAay.. nKktAwa tlGah un..pagkAtapos mliGo umakyAt uli..ung lAst n aCtiviTy nMen aY unG letter pRa s mGa mgulaNg..mejo maikli lng ung letter.. nunG tYm n Un sObrAng nKktWa.. kXe anG lAkAs nG 3p nuNg mGa boYs.. pti ni sir armendi..nagba2stusan cla.. soBraNg sYa non..kHit mAY mGa kbastuSAn unG piNagsA3vi nilA..inAasar tLgAh nilA.. lalo n ni zharnec..njoy ung orAs n un.. sya tlgah.. d q mkklimutan ung mga piNagsa3vi niLa..tpoZ nun.. pinAbaba n kmi.. pu2nta n kmi ng nueno.. buhat2 unG mGa gMit nMen,, kAasar un kxe sobrang biGat nunG mgA dala nmin tpoz pinadala pah smen un..buti n lng dumating cla mami & tita.. iniWan nmin kila rhona ung mga bag nmen.. hAbAng ngllkaD kMi..sobrAnG iNit.. ang bgat pah ng dala nung mga klasm8s q.. kya ung iba.. tinulungan q n lng..pTi unAn n maLiit binitbit q n din..nunG nSa nueno nAgpunTahan n unG mGa paRentS..unG iBa naiyAk..aq d mxado.. pero xempre n-touch aq ky mudra..biNiGAY NMin uNg leTter nmin prA s mGa mgulAng nMen..SaYa tlGAh  niTo..tpos ngmass pah.. nkinig nman aq..natu2wa tlgah aq..dPat p pnGa maY swiming p nung gv ehh.. kya lng may pxok kinabukasan..hayy,, tpos nun uwian naH.. hAay.. sYa tlGAh nitonG retreAt..kHit sobrAng nkkpgod..@ nkktMad nunG una..auz p rin.. khit nhirapan kmi s pali2go,, njoy nman.. atleast.. nagkaroon kmi nG hAppy momentS nG iodinE.. ngkaron nG bondinG tym..naging peacEful din unG pakirAmdAm nmin kHit pa2noh..fEW DayS to go.. graduation nah..sna mging masya p rin..khit d n kmi mgKksma..

laSt friDay march 9,,ngstart uNg giRlscout caMpinG nMin.. at fiRst kAla q d aq mGnjoy..kXe anG coRny nuNg plaCe..tmA b nManG mGcampiNg s sRiliNg caMpus ng skul?? hMmp..pEro auZ nMan…wlA kMinG giNwa kunDi mGluto nG mgluto noh..@ mAghuGas ng platO!! kpGod..aNg init2 pAh..kAAsar din nuNg unA kXe puRo uTos uNg mGa ktrOop q..maY mGa supEr tAmaD pAh..pRo okEi lNg..kumiLoS din nMAn kHit pPnoh..suPer iNit tlGah nuNg plAce..sunbuRn aNg inAboT nMin..hAha.. dMi nMinG gnWa.. nKk2Wa kXe nkpGluTo kMi nG inihAw n iTlog, suNny siDe up n pApeL lNg ang Gmit..tSkA haRd boilEd eGG n niluTo s bAsang pApel.. hAaay.. glinG tlGah..nuNg gv nAh mY tAsk n bniGay smiN..pRo d nMin nGwa..kYa nGlit c mAm..pRo bngyAn pAh kMi nG 2nD cHance..kYa pnGicpAn n nMin..ngKrOn nG pageant..hehe..njoy un..nkk2wa puRo kAloKohAn lng unG contEst..aftEr nung paGeant..nG bon firE n kmi.. nGLEaD Ng pRayeR c mam.. thEn,, puNtAhAn dAw nMin  & embrace uNg 1 person n pnkAclose sMin..wEll.. una qOng niYakap c zarah,,anG sYa tLgah..srAp nuNg fillinG..nGroup huG din kmiNg buoNg ioDine girls.. thAt timE anG srAp tlgah nuNg filling..tPos iSa2 q cLanG niYakap..HEhe..gOsh..maMimiZ q cLa afteR grAd,,aftEr nuNg bOnFiRe..pNbliK n Kmi s cAmpSiTe.. e2 uNg pArt nG cAmpiNg n piNkA msYa.. bumiLog kMi nG ioDinE tPoZ nGprAy kmi bWat 1.. xeMpRe mY iYakaN..tHat tiME serYoSo aNg lHat..piNagpRaY nMin aNg isat - iSa.. lalo n c jAzz n sobranG miss n nMin..we all Know n mSya n Xa kuNg nSan man xa ngaun..n22wA tLgAh q nuNg tym n un..biRo niO nKpGpRay kMi lHat..eHh d nMan nMin gAwain un..tSka nkpaGsOrry n kMI s lHat..wOrry frEe n Rin kMi lHat.. hAay.. at last wala nG mgKaawAy sMin.. ntPos UnG gbiNg un nG mSyA.. sNa hAnGgAnG colleGe friEnds p riN kMi..sNa rin lHat s iOdiNe mkagrAduAte..kXe bKa MErOnG MaiwAN P Rin s hiGhsKul..yAw nMin n MgyRi un nOh.. mGa 3 n aQ nK2loG nun.. mAy nGkSk8 pAh q..pRo cArry p riN AnG mGa tAsk..5 gnCnG n Kmi..nGexerciSe muNa..tPoZ bliK n nMan s pAglu2to…nGkAroN din nG treAsuRe hunT.. nKkpGod,..sYanG d Kmi nNaLo..pRo okei lNg..nJoy nMan..pAgkAtaPoS nMin kuMaiN nG luNch ngLigpiT n Rin kMi pRa makauWi nAh..uNg iBa qOnG mGa klAsm8s ngswiMinG pAh..d n aq nKsmA..pGoD n kXE Aq..syAnG nGa eHh..pRo mrMi p nManG nXt tiMe ehh..

hAay..sYa tlgAh n2nG expEriEncE n 2..kHit d mGanDa unG pLacE at lEasT nG njOy kMi..tsKa ngkAayOs n kMi nG ioDinE..tSka dMi qOnG n22nAng lEssoNs..s tuEsdAy uLit..my retrEat nMan..sNa mAs njoY 2..hEhe..

s 22o lng mlungkot aq..bZtah..my nLman aq knina.. d aq mkpaniwala.. kala q d nila kYang gwin un..pro ngWa nila.. how sad tlgah.. i never really thought that they could possibly do that to me.. pro past is past..kya lNg anG hrap klimUtan un.. lalo n pG nAaalala moh unG mGa gnWa nila sau..hmmm.. khit nagkaAyos n kMi.. still may something prin n gusto qonG svhin s knila..hopE n soMedAy mAgkAusAp-usap kmi nG seryoso..2 finD out kunG anoh tLgAh anG 22o..

hAay,,kAasar nMan.. dminG kLnGan tPusinG pRojectS thiS wik..wOrriEd din aQ..kXe mY secRet aQonG bkA mlmAn nG muDra q..hAay.. meJo bAd kXe uNg gnWa q..aHH!! bZtAh lAm n nG d.a.m.n. un kuNg anu nGyri..hAay..lGot tlGah aq.. bhLa n c loRd..this cOmiNg friDay mAy caMpiNg kmi.. snA mGnjoy kMi.. aFter caMpiNG mY nyt swimIng aNg iOdiNe..lHat dAw SsmA.. wEll,, sNa pYgAn aq..even though sv xkEn nG mAmi q n lAst n munA unG swimiNg lAst feb 2..hAay..sNa tLgah mkSmA aq don.. iM suRE msYa un..mGkkRon kmi nG tYm nG ioDinE 2gEder..lHat nG my samAan nG lOob magKkayOs nAh..pRa b4 grAd. wLa nG awaY s iOdine.. hAay.. wiSh q lNg tlGah mkSmA aq..kXe bKa aFter grAd.. d n kMi mKpG-get 2geder..  pRo sNa my cOntAct pRin kMi s isat iSa after grad.. mAmimiZ q tLgAh cLa ehh..

at lAst,, my blog n aq.. this past few weeKs..nkkstress tlgah..Dmi activities s school,, nAunA nah dun uNg pRom n suPer syA..kYa lNg biTin..kAasar.. pRo njoy tlGah..buti nGa mY nAgsayAw pah xKen kHit pPnoH..hehe..atleast naisaYaw aq ni cRuSh..pro as of noW..azaaar aq dOn..bwisiT tLgAh..kalA mOh kuNg cnOh..mGttpoS n nGa unG skul yr gnOn p xa..anyWays neveRmiNd..lAng kwEnta un..hAay anG iniiSip q nGaun ay unG soBraNg dMi nG projects..hAay suPer stressFul tLgAh..Dming requirments n kLnGan iPasa..signinG oF clearanCe pah…tPoz fiNals pah..pRo khit my test..suPer tAmad q p rin.. nkKainiS nMan kXE tlGah mGaraL ehh..hehe..hAay..plapiT n nG palapit uNg grAduAtioN..as in!! goSh..mamimiS q lHat nG mgA nGing kLasm8s q..laLo n uNg mGa close friEnds q..wEel..wisH q lNg sNa wLaNg kalimUtAn until coLleGE..